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posted 11-17-2006 02:27 PM
Its me again fretting and whining! I have been sick this month with flu, ear infection so has my daughter. Today getting ready for work I had a dental emergency ended up calling in- and to boot five minutes late past the deadline to call in. really big deal at our work! We have strict work policy and attendance policy 2002 I had the first step into the process of termination- a written, then last year 2004-2005 I had the second step. Two more steps to go! My step mom died this year 2005-two more absentees- funeral and the night she died. This month two more - I was sick so was my daughter. I fretted and cried all day at the possibilty of losing my job- still not sure where that stands. All I know if I lose my job I cannot afford my rent, my utilities, my car payment, my credit cards bills from the marriage- nothing I stand to lose everything! Everyone is tellin gme to take one day at a time but how can you when things are out of your control. I cannot control when I get sick, when she gets sick, who in my family dies, etc. i hate when things are out of control. |