posted 11-02-2006 09:10 AM
I am just going to whine for a little bit. I work 12 hours shift which turn into 16 hours- by time everything is done. Its really hard on my 5 year old. She goes to the babysitter 6 am, then to school, then back to babysitters until I get off work by 10pm most night to go back home to sleep to do it all over again. We do self sceduling at work. So by time its my turn to fill out my schedule the only days left are three in a row- so My daughter has this crazy sleep pattern three days in a row. No one understands why I don't want to work three in a row.
Their only opinoin is there are plenty of single moms that do it. I agree- this was all my doing, my having a child, my getting divorce, my working these hours. I have been working there 15 years but really have thought about quitting and looking for something else. but I am stuck there. Where else am I going to find the same amount of pay, the same quality of health insurance. I can't take a cut in pay- I wouldn't be able to afford my bills, my rent, my car. I am already a fincancial mess. What choice do I have?
Ironically the one doing most comlaining about the schedule is the one 21 year old who has been there less than a year who has no children no other committments.
I am so sick of people not understanding especially my job what I go through day in and day out. Its hard and depressing sometimes- but when it affects my daughter how do I fix it? She is more important to me than myself. I am really angry about my job not helping us single parents.