posted 07-28-2005 04:13 PM
I pulled this up the other day...I wrote it a couple of years after my divorce, it still stings but it I am pleased to say I am hopeful and looking forward to my future, and I embrace being alone these days...strange how time changes things so...Dark Days
The intense feelings envelop my being
My very soul cries out
Yearning, aching for the love
The love without a doubt
Loneliness leaves me empty
A virtual hole in my heart
Memories of love long gone
Of lives torn apart
The dreams of a sweet caress
Watching over him gently sleeping
Strong arms wrapped around my waist
The thoughts of love worth keeping
Distant memories haunt me
Yet thoughts of love I ache for
The fears overwhelm me
And my heart retreats once more
Alone in the night
My reflections never cease
Distant dreams of he and I
The faceless man and I in peace
The reflection in my mirror
Tells me no lies
My loneliness is haunting me
It is easy to see in my eyes
Solitude consumes me
In each and every way
The asylum I've created
Spawns my pain each day
So I sit here alone again
As I have for years
My existence has no answers
For the questions which fall on deaf ears