posted 03-11-2005 09:46 PM
I just got home from church. Perhaps I'm on a spiritual high, I'd like to share these wonderful feelings with my friends here.It's a very conservative Baptist church, they also run the school that Jack goes to. I'm the ONLY single parent in the entire church of 500. I have had feelings of being the "fly in the buttermilk" for quite some time.
Tonight, the 2nd grade teacher, who's boy is in class with Jack, asked me for my phone number so we can get together for a playdate. She extended a hand of friendship to me tonight. She made me feel like I belong, and that I have friends. She's married with three children, and has the life that we here on SPO don't.
She knows I'm a never-married mother, a single parent. Instead of calling me a $lut, or a welfare monger, or casting a stereotypical image of a single mom, she looked beyond it all. She saw me.
I hope I can grow enough spiritually to be as good a person as her. To be as accepting, and kind to others as she is.
Today was a good day for me, and I look forward to church on sunday. It's my favorite day of the week. My heart is so happy right now. I hope she calls.