posted 03-07-2007 02:32 PM            

However i think we should clearly remember the better times as i am realising 3 months into living alone with the kids.

Maybe i am writing this to convince myself but it feels good.. we dont have their washing to do.... i dont have to organise his food anymore..i have actually lost weight + look great as not sitting on the sofa watching his crap choice on telly...i,m having lots more time in the tub.

I even got to go out + have a big old larf the other week + even remembered i was single mmmm could be quite fun. I was in a city for a week away from home + would normally be missing the kids + wondering how they were all doing + trying to fix everything over the phone etc BUT NOW i was thoroughly enjoying some real me time + even had a larf thinking i might try speed dating next time i come to town.

My evenin,gs are my own and i can do what ever i like ... i have found that i actually am going out more as when he does take the kids + they can stay over me makes the perfect babysitter as i knwo hell have to cope + i willnot feel bad if the baby kicks off...its his responsibility...

So when those days are long + hard i will remember that there is some good amaongst all this crap..

Lets go share the positives so we can have a laugh...