posted 01-11-2007 01:35 PM         

It is a new year, so why oh why do i feel just as fed up and down as i did at the end of the old year.

I keep telling myself, look on the bright side, but i just wont listen,lol.

In the words of ALICE, i give myself very good advice, but seldom take it .

Next week will be my birthday, i should be happy, prezzies, friends round ect.

All i feel is this empty gap that seems in need of filling.

I have know problem being single, but you just get fed up with not having that someone special to share those times with.
I have great friends and family that make my life special so why do i feel like this ?

I know not all the world has someone and i am not alone,i been alone for so long now i should be used to the feeling.

I know it is not a lack of faith as i have that.

I guess i am just a grumpy old woman,lol

Thanks for the vent.

Hope you are all ok.

posted 01-12-2007 01:18 AM         

I know i can always feel someone is there for me with you around.

It is at times like this i wish we were nearer, as i class you as one of my good friends that always cheer me up with lots of giggles.lol.
But as we have said before, i think we would get into to much trouble.lol

Today is a new day, i will move on and stop, or at least try and stop,lol being a grumpy old woman.

Heres to the best boat in the world, if not the fullest..

-x-x-