posted 11-22-2008 02:54 PM
Hi everyone.
Has been so long since i wrote anything on here, there are so many new names on here. So hi to all the old names and also the new ones.Just wanted to have a sorry for myself moment and knew that you all would listen.
Has been a bad three years for me with family illness ect, now things are calming down and i am starting to feel low.
All my single friends have started dating and all married ones are ,well married lol.
I have started to feel lonely, been on my own for so long now that it is the norm.
But just of late i have started to miss not having someone there for me, dosent help that my teenage daughter is loved up lol.
I feel as if this is it,i will be for ever on my own, havent even had anyone ask me out on a date for years, i am 45, so getting on a bit for dating.
I feel that i am not attractive any more so why would anyone ask me out.
Sorry for the moaning and self pity, not really like me.
Thankyou all for letting me moan.
God bless -x-